Evangeline: Love, Luck, Life; The Beginning

Okay, so I decided that I am going to post my Max Ride fic here, too, otherwise, people may never get to read it. lol. SO this will be juss like on fan fiction except..well, on a blog. The stories will be in the chap title, i.e. Sisters Grimm, or Evangeline, so if you don't want to read one of them , u can skip it. Kapeesh? Alrighty, then go! Read!
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Evangeline-Love Luck Life
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Summary: I am a mutant hybrid, and I am a fighter. I escaped the School, but not without my wings and some serious issues. My life was shattered when I was five, and taken from my parents, who are now dead, or so I've been told. I would like to say this is my story, but it's not. This isn't some stupid children's book. I wish it was a story, but no. This is my life.
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(The 1 and only) Disclaimer-
If I don't own it now, I won't a few chapters down the road. And I'm not James Patterson, so...Songs used are Show Me What I'm Looking For by Carolina Liar, and my own lyrics. It's a bit vague, but that'll sort itself out eventually, and I'm saying now, posts will be few and far between. Hope the shortness isn't unbearable.
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Be better, be smarter,
Go faster, go harder,
Your last hope to get out alive.
Run quicker, fight longer,
Scream louder, stand taller,
And maybe you just might survive.
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That Used To Be Me
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Sometimes, when you stop feeling, it's hard to start again. It hurts because the reason you stopped feeling in the first place, was because you were holding out on something; and that thing was pain. And when you start feeling again, the FIRST DAMN THING you feel is pain. Like a puppy running back to it's master, it's there, quick as a flash. Undeniable, inevitable.
Eventually, when you don't feel, you learn how to ignore the stares, shake off the glares, and give some of your own, and you begin to pride yourself on that fact. But it's nothing to be proud of, because it only proves that you successfully pushed away what matters.
No, everything is not dull and gray and lifeless when you don't feel. Though things may seem to lack a certain quality, they retain their color, because of course, you're not in the middle of some silent movie. No, you're in the middle of life. Mess with it the wrong way, and it kills you.
Big bad karma, like the monster under your bed. Never seen, but always amplifying the fear of the unknown. I am part of the unknown. There are people who fear me, people who say I don't even exist; that I'm an impossibility, improbability. The real live Bogey-Man.
Grace and strength, stealth and fall, become your only companions, until you become so cold, even those are gone, and the only thing that's left in a blur of surrounding forces finally falls: you. That used to be me. My everyday, average, honest to God, existence. My name is Evangeline Rose, and that used to be my life, until I met the one person who finally made me feel again.
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Save me, I'm lost,
Oh Lord, I've been waiting for you,
I'll pay any cost,
To save me from being confused.
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please, review. Feedback and acourse criticism is welcomed. LOL!
~Grimm

Easier Posting

I have my fan fictions, and all that, but my mom's a total computer Nazi, and so, I can never post on fan fiction at home, lest she see me, and make me delete the account. And my friends almost never post for me *cough nicole cough*. I made this blog so that I can post my fan fictions, and my mom knows I have a blog, and therefore I can just say that I'm working on that. So, yeah...lolz. Here's the...third, I think, chapter of my Sisters Grimm Fan fiction, A/N's and all. Also, I might post my Evangeline fic here too, so watch out for it. This is no fan fiction.net, but it's the best I can do ='[. plz don't hate me...okay, here you go:

I WILL ANSWER SOME COMMENTS AND QUESTIONS AT THE BOTTOM. BUT READ THIS, TOO! Okay, you all must want to kill me now, because I've been gone 4 that long, but I've been swamped. Now that school's out, I should have more time, tho I do have a play 2 write for English ='[. But anyway, this is now a series of related one shots(makes it easier for me) and(as u've probly guessed) posts will be few and far between. Also, that kiss...yeah, not the only one for this story, trust me. Also, I'm working on another story, a Maximum Ride fic, so check it out when I post it. It'll be Evangeline- Love Luck Life.
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"Stupid Puck," I muttered to myself over and over. My mantra. Without it, I think I'd have gone slowly insane. When I got back to the house, everyone was already there, seated for dinner. I got a very stern glance from Granny, but shook it off, and pushed the food around on my plate absently. I peeked up through my lashes and saw Puck staring at me intensely. I gulped and blushed. Of course, I have to blush! Damn him and those EYES. Ugh. They were driving me out of my ever loving mind, and up the proverbial wall. Granny's look turned to one of concern.
"Is there something wrong, leibling?" she asked me gently.
YES! PUCK is what's wrong!
"No Granny, nothing's wrong," I said quietly. She wasn't satisfied, but didn't push me.
"I'm just not hungry," I continued.
"Me either," Puck echoed. I looked up in shock. Daphne dropped the fork that was half way to her mouth, Granny stared open mouthed, uncle Jake's eyes were about to pop out of their sockets, even Mr. Canis had gone completely still in shock. Puck ALWAYS ate, because he was ALWAYS hungry. No matter what, he had food. But Puck didn't even seem to notice anyone else's incredulous stares. He was looking directly at me. Right into my eyes, in the ringing silence he didn't seem to hear. I was frozen, his stare trapping me in place, mentally screaming at myself to move and not even getting close to twitching a finger. Those. Eyes. Will. Kill. Me. I chanted over and over in my head. Until, finally, Puck broke eye contact, and I let out the pent up breath I hadn't known I'd been holding, my ribs aching from the action.
"You're...not hungry?" Granny said uncertainly, making a face, as though the words were alien on her tongue. Which they were. Daphne's palm was securely latched between her teeth, and I had to wonder how that didn't hurt her.
"Puck, that's crazy! You always eat!" She mumbled around her hand. He just muttered something unintelligible and I caught the word "sick". Everafters don't even GET sick. He got up and flew upstairs before anyone could say a word, though. The silence after that was tense. I quickly excused myself and went up to my room. I wrote in my diary so much I thought my hand would fall off. Then I hid it, put on my pj's and hopped into bed. Daphne stepped into the room and opened the window, giving me weird looks, but I shrugged them off as she said her usual,
"G'night 'Brina." and I responded with my usual,
"G'night Daph." I was asleep in minutes.
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I waited until everyone else was asleep, then snuck into Sabrina and Daphne's room. The marshmallow wasn't snoring for once, just deep even breaths, and I was definitely glad. That girl could give even me a headache. I searched that room up and down, but I just couldn't find that book ANYWHERE! So, while trying to make my next plan of action, I just sat and looked around. The clouds blew away from the moon, and the silvery light filtered into the room through the open window-she shouldn't leave it open, too much can get in. You would have thought she knew that after the pixie incident a while back-and onto Sabrina, threading itself through her already golden hair and illuminating her face. I caught my breath. She frowned and stirred in her sleep, and she looked like she was about to scream. Must be a nightmare. I didn't know what to do. If she screamed, the whole house would come running, and I wasn't THAT good, I couldn't get out of here in time. Even if I shape shifted, the old man would sniff me out. So I hesitantly stood and walked to her. I brushed my fingertips along her forehead, and her face smoothed out. She even smiled. This one time, I decided, I wouldn't keep myself in check. I would let my body do what it wanted. I was enchanted by the night and in the place I was, it seemed intoxicating. Or maybe that was just the girl I was staring at. I cupped her cheek in my hand for a moment, and, growing bolder, knelt by her. Daphne's breathing hitched, but I barely noticed. I kissed the top of Sabrina's head and said,"Sleep well, and dream peacefully." It's something fairies say to those they are close to. Then I walked out, gently shutting the door behind me. I rushed down the hallway to my room, not regretting my decision to,for once, not control my actions, but wondering what would happen because of it.
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WARNING: THIS WILL B KINDA LONG! Alright, so, for now, that's it. I'm SO SORRY for the EXTREMELY LONG wait!!!!!! THANK YOU SOOOOO MUCH FOR THE REVIEWS, GUYS! a VERY special thanks to: Libbyiluvewe,redfirepixie318,TamX2,Chanel,Dramaqueenruling,lexi,andJoshRamsay.GrimmFever.*GLOMPS 4 ALL OF YOU!!*Now, about that "silence he didn't seem to hear" thingummy, well ya know those silences that are so quiet, they're loud, like u can kinda HEAR 'em? That's wat i was referring to. So that(shuld) explain(s) it. What's in Sabrina's diary, you might find out soon...*evil laugh* xD.Oh, and about it being pink, well, the diary itself is like her immaturity outlet, a way to let out her inner kid, since she lost her childhood. Hence the pink.Yes, Sab(Sabrina's 2 long n im lazy xD) and Puck were both thinking about each other when Sab was singing(Puck didn't get that the singing was about him, until Sab was all PUUCK), and yes, Puck will get a peak at Sab's diary. To an anonymous reviewer-purplish- it was intended to b this way, so, nothing to worry about.(Not to purplish)Yes, maybe it's still a little rushed, but I tried adding more detail, and not much happens, but ppl seem 2 like it.(CAN SOMEONE HELP ME FIND WORDS FOR DAPHNE??? AS IN, HER EXCEDINGLY RANDOM ONES??? I CAN'T THINK OF ANY! GRR...)Sorry for the lack of updates, but I want to post a Maximum Ride fic, so that's time consuming, I have a Twilight/Max Ride blog I'm in the middle of writing for, and I have a 20 page play due for English wen we come back 2 school, along with 5 articles for science. So I've got my work cut out for me, huh? Oh, and I'm sorry if Puck seems too OOC, but I'm not used to writing as a guy, much less one in a love he doesn't want/is scared to admit to. I didn't know how else to put this. Um, and if you think Puck's been too "nice", don't worry ;). Also, what's AU mean? Lol, don't laugh(yet I put "lol"), I really don't know. Anyway, I'm rambling, so, hope you enjoyed! MWAH! <3
~Grimm